Dear 20 year old me,

I know right now your going through a very hard time right now.I wish i could change it.I know you told him No and tried to fight and i know it hurt even more when your tears and pleading were not even enough to stop him.He was suppose to love you,why would he do this? i wish i had the answer.Iā€™m sorry i stayed in North Carolina for a year and a half.I know the next couple years are going to be extremely dark.But you do come out of it stronger and better.

With love,

Almost 25 year old me