It wasn’t your fault. You were an innocent child. You deserved to be loved, protected, treasured, held when you were frightened, and listened to when you told of your abuse.
You were an amazing husband. I loved and will love you forever. You had a brilliant mind, the sharpest wit, and the most tender heart I will ever have the pleasure of loving. The world is a dimmer place without you. I hope that your pain has been released into the depths of the universe and you can now be whole.