For years I wanted to tear my skin off because he touched it. I felt worthless and dirty. Years later when I finally became an adult I was disgusted by my blooming sexual feelings to both genders. I felt ashamed of my feelings and repressed them… I unknowingly gave my power to a man who didn’t even give a shit. But I am finally realizing I do not nor did I ever belong to him. I am taking my power back and beginning to love myself and in doing so allowing other people to do the same.