There is still love left for you. There is a life for you, where you do not hate your body, where being touched by a man does not scare you. It feels distant now, but it is so much closer than you know.
You are your biggest Love. You are not broken or damaged. You have no one to apologize to. You deserve to feel whole and free and healed. And you will feel those things one day soon.
You are beautiful. You matter. You are love(d). And I will spend the rest of my days making sure you know this.
Thank you for surviving.